Turning negative into positive

I have serious problems with dealing with my life.
There were so many problems and I have SO much difficulties just to go on, that I decided to start learning, besides my cross stitch hobby, I am desperatly seeking for positive things to fill my head with... To lessen the negative and gain more positivity in my life.

So I am learning things... Just to see if I can get the positive me back again.
Because of my concentrationproblems I decided not just to read things, but to write down what I read.
Right now I have started to read / overwrite the Bible.
Not to much.... Just 10 texts a day... Maybe it can give me some peace... And some knowledge..... There are also other things I am learning, but I will talk about that next time.

I have no idea how long it will take me to get it finished.... Might be quite some time haha.

But I remembered one specific text when I was studying some pictures I made when I was at the seashore with my mother:

It was the text from Genesis 28 : 12.
It is a text about Jacob..

"He had a dream in which he saw a stairway resting on the earth, with its top reaching to heaven, and the angels of God were ascending and descending on it".

I found it!!! I found the stairway..... It's here, see???

Okay, you need to use a little bit of imagination....
Just bend your head a little bit to the left....
But I found it a nice coincedence.
Thank you for reading my blog and untill next time.